Talk about life changing


That’s honestly the only way I can describe college; life changing. I’m only on the second day of Orientation, but I’ve been on campus since last Wednesday.  It’s an awful lot to digest. I miss my parents. I miss my siblings. I saw my mom and dad yesterday, but it was not for very long and I was semi-independent and annoyed. I can’t describe how much I miss silence and my own space. I think I’m just one of those people that struggles with sharing. I feel unfashionable. Like whaaaa?!

I don’t really know how to explain myself, I’m at a loss for words. It’s never been a problem. I miss a comfort zone. I don’t miss my home town from before, I just miss knowing what to expect. I’m getting a lot better at knowing the campus though. It’s really pretty, and the guys are too (;

It’s a party scene though, not my thing. Not yet anyways. I have other things to adjust to, why would I throw something like alchohol into the mix? God, I feel like my mom. I wish I had more to say though.. Everything makes me feel more like a parent and less like a college kid. I’m cursed with priorities and knowing my responsibilities. I’m still self centered, but I painted a house for habitat for humanity for crying out loud. It’s frustrating. I’m meeting some really nice people. It’s not all bad. It’s just stressful. One of my books won’t be here till the beginning of september and I start monday. Not good. And everything is so much money.. It’ll all work out I suppose. At 12:30 I have a meeting with my communications major advisor, that’s a bit scary. I really hope I’m in the right major. This is all sooooo confusing. I love fashion, but I just felt unfashionable earlier? How is this possible? I just feel like I second guess everything, cry randomly, and want to shop constantly. I even crave silence. I’m not crazy though, I swear.

UGH.

Allison

PS: My eyebrows look like a chimpanzees. This adds tons of additional stress.

I’m so over it.


I really can’t contain myself. I feel this obsessive need to blog every time something good happens to me, and guess what preppies? That decision has changed again. Right when you think I’m one way? One thing?

I’m not.

Had to call into work and figure out my life this weekend, and guess what I did.

I decided I am going to Canisius College in Buffalo! The deposit will be in tomorrow, and I could not be happier. I already have my roomie/suitemate situation figured out!

It’s a compromise between SCAD and Herkimer, but a compromise I am willing to make. I am so sorry I haven’t been the most dedicated blogette as of late, but this college stress comes first. Since I had barely anything to do today though, you are back in my life no worries. I plan on looking as stylish as usual, I’ll have more fashion knowledge to disperse among the internet tomorrow. As for now? I am in a sweatshirt and not wearing make up.

Don’t gag too loud darlings, I know it’s a crime.

Maybe I’l paint my nails.. God knows tomorrow it’s a hetic day and I will have SO much homework. I just don’t feel like preparing.

Can you say SENIORITIS?

I can say, so over highschool and fake college.

Goodbye hick-town, Hello Canisius (;

Allison